Cult of personality

This is my personal blog, so expect depressing posts and rants about my current existence.

Makes sense that you’d only want to contact me unless you wanted something.

Cool. Totally know where I stand now.

The feeling I have right now: I want to sleep forever.
I want to buy a fuck load of sleeping pills, and just..sleep.
Sleep until I don’t feel so horrible, so sad.
I just want to be numb.

I think i fucked up.
I got mad at Tom for not wanting to go to snap tonight. I was so annoying to him, I fucking hate myself for it.
And I cut myself, not deep enough as usual but I still did, but he’ll be mad when he knows I have, so I hid it under my arm.
Gah, I hope I haven’t made him want to break up with me :(
WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS

Tom hasn’t texted me or called me since 8 last night. And he barely replies to messages anymore. I’m worried.

deathofglory:

All my life I’ve been searching for something to put my faith into to give my life to you. and I will love you in this world and if there’s a next.

For someone in a relationship, I’m very sexually frustrated

Love is love

No matter what colour, size, gender, race, height or any difference you may have.

Love is about the feeling of complete happiness and adoration you have towards someone. You see them as perfect, as wonderful, as everything you could want and need. They may you happy, lift your spirits and make you feel like you’re worth something in this world. 

It shouldn’t matter what religion, race, gender or anything they are. What matters, is the happiness that those two people can feel towards each other. 

In my honest opinion, I feel that people should accept it. People love other people. They should be happy, that the rest of the world are happy. Regardless of what you may believe; happiness makes the world continue to spin socially wise. Happiness is what stops wars, crime, death and illnesses. So what if two men or two women want to be together, maybe even get married and have children. Nothing should stop them or prevent them from that. You know why? Because it makes them happy, and you should be happy too. 

Happiness is eternal, hatred is temporary. Don’t be so selfish.

  • Me: Hey I just met you
  • Me: And this is crazy
  • Me: You should come over and join me for a nice long run and then we can foam roll our legs together and make some delicious protein pancakes with me and then have an after workout shower and cuddle with me and love me.
  • Me: But here's my number
  • Me: So call me maybe